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haiz wat i do to deserve all this ...

Every night I rest in my bed
With hopes that maybe I'll get a chance to see you
When I close my eyes
I'm going' outta my head
Lost in a fairytale
Can you hold my hands and be my guide
Tattoo your name across my heart
So it will remain
Not even death can make us part

-Taken from the song sweet dreams

im nort a guy who takes relationship for granted...
i treasure it well
dats y its hard to move on wen i lose one

why must i be with another guy fer now when i dont want this

i will rmb this words of urs

Why do all good things come to an end?

i would like to have a head injury so i can forget those ppl who hurts me

hope that one day, same thing happen..
heartbroken by someone she loved and treasured most..
then she knows how its feels like to be left out in the dark..

karma is the word

missing you

That beautifully crafted smile of yours

Is none that i've seen before

Has the love that ive given you faded???

All gone with the promised colors of it

Dont leave me all alone

Dont let your heart be taken away

Dont leave me out here waiting,without you by my side

Dont leave my hand out cold

Please dont let all the memories fade away

Please dont let all the feelings be forgotten

Please dont forget the moment we first met

Letting go of our past is the hardest thing to do

I want to be by your side forever

It was hard to hold back the tears

When saying that we should still be together

Please don let it go...

elle this is for you

“I feel that being in a relationship cant make new friends.” she said
I have to agree on that i guess..
But I want to ask this question back to her...
Out of 10 or more friends you have now, tell me how many of them would stand by you and give u a listening hear when you are in times of troubles. Or will they even go further den what u never expected them to do for you.
It’s not a matter of how many friends u make; it’s about finding the one special friend who would stand by u!!!And never keep anything away from u.

I knew this guy who would stand by her through thick and thin, but somehow she didn’t treat him the same way. She rather make more friends. They had a few quarrels going on after another. Poor guy, he really loves her a lot. I think she should limit herself. Most of the quarrel is about going out with new people and it include her ex too.
Talking and going out to her ex makes the guy feel insecure. In fact, every guy will feel that way.
But all she can tell the guy is “do you trust me, I know my limits ok”
The guy would have trust her and wouldn’t mind who she’s going with if their relationship were to be stable.
In the end, she called it off, reason was…. The guy’s attitude suck?

I would want to ask her this, what trigger his attitude and over-reaction???
Embarrassing her in front of his friends? He was playing around
Decides thing for her, for that I would agree with her point. He not supposed to do that.
I think she didn’t understand him yet.
But the guy believes that thing still would turn out right if they were to get back.
Cos both didn’t understand each other function
The guy still contact and chat with her
So I hope they get their thing back on track
Cos I can’t bear seeing him in this situation he’s at now…

To the girl, treasure him, open up to him don keep things by urself. You wants him to change, den be the one to change him
To the guy, you should give her time let her understand you more first

'Cause I miss you

body and soul so strong

That it takes my breath away

And I breathe you into my heart

And I pray for the strength to stand today

'Cause I love you whether it's wrong or right

And though I can't be with you tonight

you know my heart is by your side

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand

If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?

Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

As my soul heals the shame

I will grow through this pain

God I'm doing all I can

To be a better man

Girl is like sakura,there come and go every season!!!=(

faith is the bird that sings when the dawn is still dark

you made me feel screwed up
you made me all messed up
you made me feel helpless
you rejected and ignoring me

how do I
break down the hardness of your heart
don't you realize that you're hurting me
I realize I'm not perfect
I'm not like who you want me to be

You destroyed me with your attitude
Don't you realize that you're hurting me
this heart is worn out from ensuring you
This love is killing me (in a goodway)

love you sweetheart

This time I realize that I’ve been falling in love
From the deepest of my heart, I do love you

My love is not ordinary love when it belong to you
And it’s you who stay with me for the whole of my life

Accept my confession,please
Believe me that everything I did ‘cause you are mine

To all my Muslim friends,i wish you all a SLAMAT HARI RAYE!!!

I'm here to seek for forgiveness.So i hope you people will forgive me for all for my wrong doing or whatsoever...

BACK IN ACTION
training will be a piece of cake

This 3 days it’s a roller coaster ride for me ..
It’s getting bad to worse..

Tuesday training,
I feel the team is lack of the firepower...
Even people like adam, yinci and even the captain can’t do anything..
I appreciate on their doing.
But as a team player myself,
I feel that there’s no point shouting at them..
They will count when they want to.
No point forcing them to.
Let it be silent,they will eventually feel weird and that's when they will start to count
I myself didn’t count because if I count it’s a half-hearted count.

The juniors will get it someday. It will come naturally.
If I’m a junior, I will get pissed with those people who continue asking me to count.
Do comprehend on that people.

Wednesday training,
Another nightmare, the similar mania happened.
Dropping disc like nobody business.
Although we completed the drill,
the feeling is not satisfy as this is not the standard of NYP
We can do better than this…
All they need is motivation, encouragement,
People do crack-up; those people do make a difference.

Example I have is; if someone u love most passed away, u will want to promise yourself that you will work hard to make them proud of you right?
Same thing applies. That person will make a difference
I just hope this team will succeed!!!
ALL THE BEST

if you love someone tell them because hearts are often broken by words unspoken