Wednesday, November 04, 2009
Tuesday, November 03, 2009
Monday, November 02, 2009
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Monday, October 26, 2009
missing you
Thursday, October 22, 2009
I have to agree on that i guess..
But I want to ask this question back to her...
Out of 10 or more friends you have now, tell me how many of them would stand by you and give u a listening hear when you are in times of troubles. Or will they even go further den what u never expected them to do for you.
It’s not a matter of how many friends u make; it’s about finding the one special friend who would stand by u!!!And never keep anything away from u.
I knew this guy who would stand by her through thick and thin, but somehow she didn’t treat him the same way. She rather make more friends. They had a few quarrels going on after another. Poor guy, he really loves her a lot. I think she should limit herself. Most of the quarrel is about going out with new people and it include her ex too.
Talking and going out to her ex makes the guy feel insecure. In fact, every guy will feel that way.
But all she can tell the guy is “do you trust me, I know my limits ok”
The guy would have trust her and wouldn’t mind who she’s going with if their relationship were to be stable.
In the end, she called it off, reason was…. The guy’s attitude suck?
I would want to ask her this, what trigger his attitude and over-reaction???
Embarrassing her in front of his friends? He was playing around
Decides thing for her, for that I would agree with her point. He not supposed to do that.
I think she didn’t understand him yet.
But the guy believes that thing still would turn out right if they were to get back.
Cos both didn’t understand each other function
The guy still contact and chat with her
So I hope they get their thing back on track
Cos I can’t bear seeing him in this situation he’s at now…
To the girl, treasure him, open up to him don keep things by urself. You wants him to change, den be the one to change him
To the guy, you should give her time let her understand you more first
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Monday, October 19, 2009
Friday, October 02, 2009
you made me all messed up
you made me feel helpless
you rejected and ignoring me
how do I
break down the hardness of your heart
don't you realize that you're hurting me
I realize I'm not perfect
I'm not like who you want me to be
You destroyed me with your attitude
Don't you realize that you're hurting me
this heart is worn out from ensuring you
This love is killing me (in a goodway)
love you sweetheart
Monday, September 21, 2009
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Saturday, September 12, 2009
It’s getting bad to worse..
Tuesday training,
I feel the team is lack of the firepower...
Even people like adam, yinci and even the captain can’t do anything..
I appreciate on their doing.
But as a team player myself,
I feel that there’s no point shouting at them..
They will count when they want to.
No point forcing them to.
Let it be silent,they will eventually feel weird and that's when they will start to count
I myself didn’t count because if I count it’s a half-hearted count.
The juniors will get it someday. It will come naturally.
If I’m a junior, I will get pissed with those people who continue asking me to count.
Do comprehend on that people.
Wednesday training,
Another nightmare, the similar mania happened.
Dropping disc like nobody business.
Although we completed the drill,
the feeling is not satisfy as this is not the standard of NYP
We can do better than this…
All they need is motivation, encouragement,
People do crack-up; those people do make a difference.
Example I have is; if someone u love most passed away, u will want to promise yourself that you will work hard to make them proud of you right?
Same thing applies. That person will make a difference
I just hope this team will succeed!!!
ALL THE BEST
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
Tuesday, September 08, 2009
Monday, September 07, 2009
i don't know what's the situation like right now...
I'm confuse and i don't know what to do...
perhaps this is a test for me during the Ramadan month
I'll just endure in the meantime.
hope this feeling i had right now,will just weaken
i wanna be myself.i don't wanna be someone who i hates most
i wanna start from square one
Sunday, September 06, 2009
Saturday, September 05, 2009
in each persons life there is a moment that defines the rest of his life
this moment is different for each individual,and it can turn your life completely around
it can come in many different ways
maybe moving somewhere,far away,or just vacationing
reuniting with family or friends
or just meeting that one special person
it doesn't matter how it comes.
the only thing that matters is how you take it
when the skies look cloudy,and hope is dimming away,
look for that ray of light that hides among the darkness
and follow the road that your heart desires (being with u )
there's always a way to beat your problems
if you fight for what you want,and maintain high hopes,
you'll see problems are temporary,they come and go like the wind.
its up to you to outlast them...
and if you beat your troubles,
you'll find that life is full of love and friendship.
that make troubles pale in comparison
sometimes when you feel like your drowning,
angels are looking over you and making sure that the water doesn't go over your shoulders
BUT it's up to you to find them..
and when you find them,never let go
Love is nort easy to find and keep for long
BUT it's easy to lose control of
unless a special bond is formed stronger than everything else in the whole world
LOVE can outlast,outrun and beat all oppositions of the world
never let go of love
never fear loving someone
and do everything possible to keep love alive
love is all we have, never let it die
When I saw you I was afraid to meet you. When I met you I was afraid to kiss you. When I kissed you I was afraid to love you. Now that I love you, I am afraid to lose you
love u always... u noe who u are =)
Monday, August 24, 2009
i have been thinking alot lately..
firstly my studies and secondly is my.....
i was pissed wen i heard the matter...
this time he made the wrong move by asking her to fuck off...
and bcos of that,i told her nort to have any form of contact with him anymore...
she's nort at fault..she's just telling him something he dont noe
and there he goes asking her to fuck off ...
i just don understand y....cos hes mad???
cant take that as an excuse!!!!
like she say no matter wat happen...we must control our emotions.
but sorry for asking u nort to contact him anymore=(
hope u know where im coming from...
i promise u forever,i'll be with u ,to hold u in my arm
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Monday, August 10, 2009
national day
Sunday, August 09, 2009
Falling in love is awfully simple, but falling out of love is simply awful
this is what i feels right now!!!!
all messed up for me....
y must this things keep happening to me ????
this is the first time i really going for a girl...
after this while i have been thinking, SUD i give in or be SELFISH???
i cant decide it neither..
can U ans my call????
Friday, July 31, 2009
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Fasting
i have been thinking alot lately..
firstly my studies and secondly is my.....
i was pissed wen i heard the matter...
this time he made the wrong move by asking her to fuck off...
and bcos of that,i told her nort to have any form of contact with him anymore...
she's nort at fault..she's just telling him something he dont noe
and there he goes asking her to fuck off ...
i just don understand y....cos hes mad???
cant take that as an excuse!!!!
like she say no matter wat happen...we must control our emotions.
but sorry for asking u nort to contact him anymore=(
hope u know where im coming from...
i promise u forever,i'll be with u ,to hold u in my arm
Fasting
i have been thinking alot lately..
firstly my studies and secondly is my.....
i was pissed wen i heard the matter...
this time he made the wrong move by asking her to fuck off...
and bcos of that,i told her nort to have any form of contact with him anymore...
she's nort at fault..she's just telling him something he dont noe
and there he goes asking her to fuck off ...
i just don understand y....cos hes mad???
cant take that as an excuse!!!!
like she say no matter wat happen...we must control our emotions.
but sorry for asking u nort to contact him anymore=(
hope u know where im coming from...
i promise u forever,i'll be with u ,to hold u in my arm
Friday, July 24, 2009
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Friday, July 03, 2009
jatuh hati(falling in love)
Lama lama kusuka dia
Aku jatuh hati ayaya.
Sunday, June 28, 2009
junior line!!!!
captaining a junior team...
the team consisting;
myself,Florence,Paul,Roger,Robin,Nelson,Apple and Jiawen,we are called merc benz
Although we started the day badly,losing the first 2 games..we eventually bounds back up and grab ourselves a big wins,but sadly we didn't make it to the next round....
but still I'm very proud of the effort the team's put in..
i hope that my team learned something through this tourney...
something like-communication,up-calls,tactics,sense of urgency,and etc..
i told my team this"its better to lose games and learn something than to win games and learn nothing",in other word"losing with style"
so now its time to step up to ur game junior!!!
there are no boundaries!!!!
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
no boundaries
3march means???
This is the results : You were born on 3rd of March 1989.::
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Thursday, June 18, 2009
enjoy!!!
You’ve proven that love is blind
There are no answers I find to stop the tears from my eyes
Now everything looks black and white
We’ve taken away clear blue skies
Throw away, its time to go
I know my heart has always been, and will be
there with you
Sunday, June 14, 2009
tired to the MAX!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Party at ben's house...
its was a success,the event went well...
took alot of pics..with the peeps out there...
the games was ok although the forfeits and some stuffs are abit ...u know hahah
but i find it veh fun
in the early morning, went for a walk down the long road....its fun....
with a blink of the eye,its already 7
trained back home den rushed out to sengkang for my league game at 10...
finished abt 12+ slacked till 3 den decided to go back home...
nort to rest..
i still need to rushed to work...
so the i didnt gets any rest at ALL...
till now!!!
yup dats all for now ...
Thursday, June 11, 2009
You are my everything
i just cant explain it theres something bout you
that gets my emotions all tangled inside
no matter how i try i just cannot hide
what i feel when you simply walk past my way
when you smile it shines bright and you make my day
i sit here all alone thinking about you day and night
girl to me it feels so right
i just want you close
coz you make me smile
i just cannot get you off my mind
and without you i think id go crazy
for your love i would do anything
coz to me ...
you are my everything
to be continued
Saturday, June 06, 2009
common test is corner..
haven start my revision yet...
this week,busy with com skills project as the due date is next week..
got oni one week to get the work done!!!!
on Frisbee side....
cant performed at my highest peak!!!!
my knee it giving me way!!!
and maybe it my fitness getting lower
Next sat was the party at ben's house....
looking forward to it..
in the meantime RELAX
Saturday, May 23, 2009
event management
5 hours, 50 bucks..cool or wat
Edwin and me went down to bedok south sec and mayflower pri to get the carnival going!!!
we are in charge of refereeing a Frisbee match for both days...
its was so easy lah
earned 100bucks just like dat...
other then dat ntg much happened
i enjoyed going out today ....
Saturday, May 16, 2009
back in action
but still the 20 years old will return for Sunday's game against Freakshow !!!!!!
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
pissed
they just went off???
are they actually Ur friend???
or just pretending to be one???
its happened many of times though...
it spoilt my day
no mood to train..
but i did put my emotions aside
and continue training
no point putting a long face to them...
i missed my circuit revision because of this..
Monday, May 11, 2009
my first training is tomoro
The 20-year-old has been laid low with a shoulder injury and has missed training for the past two weeks.
The 20-year-old still has a couple of days to recover till Sunday..
We would put a little pressure on the recovery period and see how his progress during training tomoro
Sunday, May 03, 2009
no sign of recovery
i want to play frisbee like how i played in year 1, injury-free...
hope after this no injury...
Thursday, April 30, 2009
INJURED !!!!!!
Wednesday was the second day for the freshies...
the turn out was still OK ...familiar faces..
after the junior have 'warmed up' their throw...
some of the senior including ME!!!! haha show a demo for the junior..
LAYOUT!!!
but in the process,i injured myself =[
luckily today went for an x-ray...
and the result was....
there's no evidence of fractured or dislocation of shoulder...whoo...
so it mean ,
I'm gonna recover soon...
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
freshie orientation for frisbee begin
ntg to blog abt i guess...
after the club crawl ..
we receive a overwhelming number of people signed up for Frisbee...
but today was the first"training" for them...
abt 100++ came
hope to see them come again man...
I'm glad to see ppl who played ultimate halfway came back and still hope for more to come back...
enough of Frisbee...haha
now I'm still recovering on my injured knee...
i cant pivot to the max..but hoping it will be fine by summer league...
Monday, April 06, 2009
Rmb me this way
We find a special friend
Who never lets us down
Who understands it all
Reaches out each time you fall
You're the best friend that I've found
I know you can't stay
A part of you will never ever go away
Your heart will stay
I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life would just be kind
To such a gentle mindIf you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way
I don't need eyes to see
The love you bring to me
No matter where I go
And I know that you'll be there
Forever more a part of me, you're everywhere
I'll always care
I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life would just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way
And I'll be right behind your shoulder watching you
I'll be standing by your side and all you do
And I won't ever leave
As long as you believe
You just believe
Monday, March 30, 2009
2009 IVP champion!!!!!!!!!
nyp won the ivp championship!!!!!!!
BACK TO BACK CHAMPION
the hard work we put in during the 10 month finally paid off...
lastly,the coaches ,ben ,kenneth and weekwan for their words of wisdom and believing in all of us
Thursday, March 26, 2009
2 more days till the big day
who will emerge champion???
will it be the favourites or the underdogs???
hope the best team wins...
For us NYPs,
lets do it for the seniors who is playing for the last time!!!!
make their final IVP be the memorable one...
we are 3 more matches away from the final...
for this 3 matches... let us show them Wat's NYP is made up....
This is the final stretched....we will nort go back..
we will go out and give our all ....
Play ur hearts out......
GO NYP
Saturday, March 21, 2009
IVP 2009
CJC,SIM,SP,NTU are in our group..
900am
first match against NTU
won 13-1
but sadly we struggled...
Big win but not convincing enough...
1100am
second match against SP
our so call 'rival'..
but we overcome them
with 13-2 the final score...
we fought hard for this match...
all paid off... UNTILL
at 1300pm
we against SIM
the match where both team needed a win...
the match was tight.. each team have their ups and downs
in the end we lost 9-8
there goes our top seat...
but NYP can win them if we gonna met them again...
1500pm
the last match is with CJC
desperate to prove ourself but theres lightning and stuff
so the match was delayed
but last min the CJC walked over
consider we won by 7...
Come on NYP its nort over ...
next week is the week is the last chance to prove ourself ...
so be ready for anything that gonna be thrown to u....
Monday, March 16, 2009
Final league game
sat,
was DK vs NYP...
15 to DK-13 to NYP
the day started with a run..till everybody reached,
ran for abt 15 min???
den everybody came,did the go-to-drill
den straight into the match...
the game was in favour of NYP at first although we played badly
we didn't swing the disc around to spread the play...
In this game i felt i didn't help the team at all...
i was at my lowest performance...
Final score 15-13....
the next day was league final...
team Big Bird managed to play till the semis...
i didn't help the team in the morning...
only managed to play the semi final game..
but it was a memorable match for me...
i never felt the intensity so high before..
i will ranked this match as my number 1 at the moment....
although we lost...
we did bring the game to them...
Thursday, March 05, 2009
Frisbee Camp
Finally get to sleep in peace
Day 1,
report at 1,divide into groups,
our group consists of me,bryan,edwin,valerie,jo,hayden..
name our group,UNITY ULTIMATE,
carry with the camp activities,first up,was Rock Climbing
it was fun!!it's been a long time since i climbed...
surprised edwin,we hang him up there while singing him a birthday song..
have a light dinner and resume with training till the lights went off..
we took the whole training to get our wall and zone right
went AMK to eat ,den back to school to slp...
Light Out at 1...
Day 2,
woke up at 630,washed up and here come morning PT
after morning PT, do go-to-drill
run suicide,alot of us crack!!!
well after dat, i went off for band for while
i was in time for the pick-up but in the end didn't play as Ben told me to rest...
Day 3,
Report at 930
play goal-timate...
den straight down to the pool for team bonding..
its was OK LA overall..
washed up break till 230...
dats where my body started to ache
so didn't participate in the games
watched UPA video as my body getting colder
so i went out of the room...
i didn't get to play the shiok vs NYP
as i watched the game,i feel like playing although I'm sick
so i went down the field ask ben for permission to play
surprisingly he said,"gear up"
so without wasting anytime, i geared up and change..
i was in the next point...
although we lose we lose with style...=)
after the game
team talk and home sweet home...
For now IVP is the target for us
Looking forward to it..
Coolest Camp!!!
celebrates my birthday with my buddy at swensens...
den we watched movie
dats was the first time watching movie with her...
we are a great buddy man..i wun forget her as a friend of mine...
we talked abt our age,how fast time passes by and stuff..
took photo as well=)))))
Her present was a choker with my name on it..never wear it b4,
but this one i will wear it for good haha
i donno Wat to say ...
it cant be described any further
guess it will be a memorial birthday ever!!!!
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
holiday
happy holidays...enjoy urself
today was the last paper for me.. so it gonna be a long break...
During this holiday,got afew targets for myself
-enroll for bike licences
-work as much hours as possible
-trainings
Next,my birthday is coming!!!
getting older,turning 20 this year hmmm
but sadly cant celebrate with my closes friend as Frisbee Camp falls on the same day..
so yup once again i wishes u all a long vacation
Monday, February 23, 2009
SLP!!
the next day woke at 12++
cut the story short,
stone at home the whole day,
managed to study abit here and there...
cant wait...holidays is like 2 days from now!!!
Frisbee all the way.....
ulty goal:
play for IVP,
play for national,although the journey is ending for me....
able to put it deep,
able to throw proper backhand/forehand
game awareness...
Sunday, February 22, 2009
national training num 2
finished two paper already,now waiting for the third paper which is Tuesday,
for now,slacking
Friday,
accompany my friend buy boots..
so i bring him to peninsula to buy as they will give ask discount...
he bought a lotto boots for 55 bucks
den went for dinner at KFC,
den went home...
Saturday,
national Youth training
half an hour through the training,its started to rain...continue till there was a lightning
30 mins later,we resume with training hmm,
break into 3 group for scrimmage
after 3sets we vs SIM
i didn't perform...dats all i can say...
injury is putting me away from the game
trouble sprinting,
haiz....
holiday coming gonna work all the way to earn bucks
taking bike licence soon.
dat all for now...
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Game 11
Saturday.
national youth selection....meet douglas at vivo to look for a pair of shoe before the selection
during the selection,we first need to run a suicide
i came first actually,but sadly wen im going to reach the finishing line.,,,i fall,deadleg
its was the first time i fall due to deadleg..hhaha kinda funny actually..hehe
Sunday,
came Winter League,
losing by 4 to nil,
but in the end we won 16-10 cool or wat ...
oni four players came down..haiz
but the highlight of the day was...
i bought two shoe,nike airmax and gravis high cut ...
nike airmax cost me oni 70buck
while the gravis shoe was 119
yup dat for now...
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
City Alive....
Friday was Chingay Preview
U7 was in-charge of ushering ppl to their seat
everything was going to plan.
Before the parade starts...we need to put bottles of water,and poncho on the seats..
after that its rains heavily on us...
because of that we as a group,cleans seats...
that's the 'fun' part hahaha
well at the end of the parade,meet haz and wen home...
Next day ,
Saturday was City Alive...
meet them at city hall,had our lunch at KFC den went to the meeting place...
our duty was Crowd Control,the job is like so easy lah haha
well all of us did well...
the event ended at around 3+
took Night Rider home,reached home abt 530+
Following day,
Sunday was winter league....
we loses both match..
i wasn't playing to my full potential...
maybe was to tired due to the City Alive event...
well just forget that we be prepared for the next match...
Friday, January 23, 2009
injured
as they were no cls today,i went back to Amk to meet up with my friends for a street soccer session...
its been awhile since i played with them.i played a player position at first,
the injuiry came when i tried to half volley the ball towards the goal,and landed wrongly.
Landed on my Hip area..at first it was slightly painful,so i continued playing
After the session i found out tat i struggled to walk a little bit...till now pain is still there
hope nothiing serious...
Tomoro is the National Youth trial...
Hope i can play my very best
hope that this injury wun affect me
Facebook Madness
Starting with Winter league game 9
We got the three point first but in the end we lose haiz sad...
b4 the winter league game i was in dilemma whether i sud go for league or soccer???
but in the end i chose Frisbee...
enough abt tat lost..
Next was the Tuesday training,we learned a new end zone play. its damn cool, cant wait to try for IVP,That's if I'm selected ahaha...I'm trying my best to get into the team.
so that i can leave and forget the horrible act i did at under 21 and get the good reputation back...
The following Training,i tot i was unable to train as i was feeling sick..but i put it through..
the whole training,we focus on cup/zone ..
i guess we are still nort so sure abt the zone yet..as some of the teammates struggle to ans the coach questions!!!..the team sud Listen more ,and minimise on the jokes.
that's my opinion oni lah...
From right now, i hope the team can treat every training as if they are playing a major tourney..
dat way,including myself,i think it can improved their composure and they will feel prepared when the real day comes... try to look after on one another..don outcasts them..they might get hurt inside...
The last topic to talk abt ...National Youth..
my second target..hope i can achieve tat,as i failed to succeed in soccer hahahha
so just in case i didnt blog on Chinese New Year,i may now wishes u all a happy Lunar new year,
may the year of the ox be a pleasant year..GONG XI FA CAI..=)
Monday, January 12, 2009
game 8
hmm now is my oni free time
so lets begin,
Saturday,
woke early in the morning for my chingay practise
met my friend at woodland and took a bus to the destination(nanyang girls high school)
the training last till 2+
we did some role play and stuff...
after the training we came down to NYP to have ur lunch...
hmm
later at 5
i went off to work...
its still boring lah
Sunday comes,
winter league,vs the heckles
we won but still,i think ur team can do better.
but to update abt the match...
i did well i guess=)
haha
well depend though
looking forward for the next one...
the Birds are up to the challenge
Sunday, January 04, 2009
make new friends as well..hmmm
played ice breaker with them,do some obstacles course..
the main purpose of the game is to test our leadership,trust and give clear instructions..
after a long day of training,
haz and me join my other friend for a karaoke session ahhaah
karaoke-d till 9 till haz went off to meet her sis..
so we went marina to eat..hmmm
walk along esplanade den went off
home sweet home...